Welcome To my Life of Transformation

First Quarter Life in UM 3rd year

2011-10-11T23:21:00.011+08:00

Yeah,it's the 5th week of a brand new sem in my 3rd year. Life has been so hectic yet fulfilling & fruitful during this 5 weeks not because of study, but the university activities, college activities and sports which I really interested in and yeah, it make me feel so good!!!

The direction of my plan for this year is different with last 2 years. As a college resident, it's a norm for us to struggle in joining activities. Looking back at my diary for stuff that I have done from the first week until now, I am truly grateful and thankful to have such a plan in life through god's guidance

-Panasonic Cradle to Career

Absolutely the best 4 days program I ever join. We learn the skill which we will be facing in workplace in bringing new ideas, SWOT analysis, brain storming and creative thinking. It trigger the mindset of undergraduate in bringing innovative idea and think outside the box!!!In the end of the day, we have to present our innovation idea towards econation, a last strive after 3 days of preparation from rough idea, brain storming, SWOT analysis, feasibility, business proposal to final show down in Panasonic!!! Our group InnoVision have tried our best with cooperation among team member to complete each assignment and yeah, thank god that we have perform well and the result in the final day is as shown below:

Yes, we got the highest mark among the other team and we got a cash voucher each RM 250. The voucher is not the ultimate goal, but the process throughout the 4 days is really a lifetime experience.

Photo of our awesome teammate, InnoVision with the top management of Panasonic and Citra UM. Thanks to them for bringing such a great learning platform for students!

Last but not least, the group photo from all the group. The smile on the face of participants signify a great release of stress...haha...

The booth is to display what we have learnt throughout the 4 days.

Team spirit and cooperation is

an essential key in bringing success. Having a good relationship and communication with the teammate will make the process enjoyable and yeah, we did it!

Momentum: A little push in the right direction can make a big difference.

FGA suit up camp

I joined this camp 2 days before the camp start, means to say I am a very late late late bird to sign up for the camp. Hmm, I am in the ninja team and yeah, the team spirit is great! The sermon by our speaker Christopher Long is informative and the way he deliver the msg is funny as he can come out with a lot of joke.

Team member of Ninja!!!!!

Ephesians 6:13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand

your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Sports - Our coursemates have learn another sport, frisbee!!! Other than badminton, we have another sport that we can play together. Everyone of us in the course is like moving towards a healthy lifestyle which is a good phenomena!

Morning 7.30 am till 9am!!! Hope this not only hangat hangat tahi ayam!!!haha

Industrial visit to Bosch- Haih, need to think where to have my intern!!! One of the issue to be figured out by next sem. Pray god for direction

Run for Nation

We need to complete 5 km route in KL and to be honest, I am not those running-type person. So it's killing me throughout the running process. I keep praying for stamina and also places and problems around the area where we have assigned to run on. We have completed 5 km in 30 minutes with our team. I can say only by god's grace I would able to complete the route assigned safe and sound back to the finish line, it's one of the testimonial that can be shared.

Back to UM after Run Nat and continue move on to convocation!!! It's one of the event that we look forward to share the joy of the senior who are graduated!!! It's fun, exciting and happy to see each senior coming out from the hall and celebrate the success together with our 3rd college CCC.

The minor part of us and here comes the major part of 3rd college CCC

The bigger part of 3rd college CCC resident and I truly have fun shouting and doing cheers!

I <3 3rd College :)

The friendship and family in the college------

I haven't touch single of the subject in this sem yet !!! Gosh, gonna brush up certain topic during Deepavali holiday, a promise to myself !!!

-Strive Beyond your Limit-

100%

2011-08-07T21:57:00.003+08:00

A very familiar figure for everyone of us especially the students group but how many percentage of us can actually fulfill the 100% requirement.

As a students, it's a norm for us to study in order to achieve the best score in the exam. From my point of view, 100% is not just mere score/marks.It's more than that...

It's an attitude towards your life!!!Always uphold this attitude whenever you feel like giving up...

Have you tried 100% of your effort before you giving up???
Have you spend 100% effort to overcome the challenge before the challenge overcome you???
Have you chased your dream with 100% before it stop you from achieving it???

Yeah, it would be more motivated to think 100% in your life rather than in studies which will eventually leading a stressful life to a students. Thinking 100% in the exam will bring you to no where.To make use of the knowledge we learn, we must Study for life and not for the exam.

Have you tried your 100%???

I have a bad day

2011-06-09T19:51:00.002+08:00

Let us sing "Cause I had a bad day, I'm taking one down, I sing a sad song just to turn it around"

Yeah,emo-ing...
After working for just 2 weeks, what I find out is that:
I m not decisive
I m so timid
I 've no own definite view, been so depending all this while
I not able to work alone
I can't even complete sth simple...

yeah, I sound so useless right!? The job scoop of my current job is quite random though. Sometimes I very free and sometimes I busy like hell. Now, I need to deal with lot of promoting stuff like advertise in magazine, doing bunting, banner and flyers. Yeah, sounds very simple right??what i need to deal with ppl and money will be paid by my boss. Yet, i still find it difficult cuz I not dare to make decision on some petty things as I afraid I will ruin the whole things...Haih, yeah I sucks!!!

Reborn

2010-10-27T01:04:00.002+08:00

I shall not be degrading any longer in such critical time wei....exam is just one month from now i am not well prepared...this sem is crazy, fun, exciting but it put my final result at stake....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my FHD, the target in uni to be exempted from paying ptptn loan!!!!i will work hard after this friday...no temptation, no fun, no shopping, no geh poh-ing, no "sporting", no "activitying", no whatsoever after that...i will only be STUDYING...i m day-dreaming and my mind is having sth wrong right now...it will not going to happen...try hard and stop squandering on precious time which will nvr flow back to the point where we want!!!oh god...i need strength to keep it true...amen

REPORT

2010-10-16T01:25:00.004+08:00

Time: 1.25am
Event: Waiting for my hair to dry~~~
Purpose: Find sth to do which is to blog while waiting for my hair to dry
Objective:Write a post about what happening today

1) Class
My class was started from 10-11am. Before heading my way to class, i have visited to engineering library to look out for some book...

2) Cheong K(Again!!!haha)
Cheong K again with NEMO family...Was a blast cuz everything seems fine to me...
Rushing back from 1U after dinner for badminton training near PJ...

3) Badminton training
Rush to my room once we have reached 3rd college and change to sport attire. I was quite surprise to see a junior in my room chatting with my roommate at that time...After changing in a few seconds(roughly about 59 seconds) Rush down to get on to the car as we were late for about 1 hour.
We have played about one hour and 30 minutes, rest a while before getting on to car...We reach college about 12.ooam. In order to satisfy my thirst after an extreme exercise due to lack of stamina, i end up heading to the mamak nearby my college...Meet with friends and have a sit and chat until 1.00am.

Discussions:
Study and activities are equally important...Study hard alone is not a thing that we want in life. Life with many colours is colourful...However, over colouring your life would be a disaster for u in future...Juggling well between two is good but do not let one of it to override the other...I am in such situation now where sth is overriding my main priority...However, it is worth!!!

Conclusion: I am happy today but at the same time worrying about my study...After finish this post, my hair is not dry yet and i have decided to go on my bed now!!!
Next report on tomorrow: basketball at 9.ooam, study when i have free time, church, study back at night...

Moral Siap!!!

2010-10-11T13:51:00.006+08:00

Wahahahahahahaha..finally print the moral case study out...first time we did such thick assignment...

The cover of our group assignment...

The edge of the assignment...

Lastly, sth i put on my pencil box on yesterday

yeah, the badge for CC trip...Well, ignore those dirty part of my pencil box...Focus on the badge...Cool huh...Badge is given after the trip!!!

Actually i m so boring..and lazy to do my laundry...haiz..

Life update

2010-10-09T23:03:00.010+08:00

Remarkable things happen in past few days:
CC trip:1/10/10-3/10/10
As part of the organizing committee, i am not fully participate in all the activities during the camp which last for 3days 2nights. However, being OC has bring a different sense of satisfaction to me in helping and dealing with people. Nice trip and nice people to work with. I felt so happy to see them especially the juniors enjoying throughout the camp. Here some shot taken:

The organizing committee for 3RD college CC trip 2010/2011:An unforgettable experience in life:)

Our CC family-Nemo!!!!

One of the moment where I am being "dump" to Port Dickson sea!!!nvr expect to get wet also, just all of sudden being pull by a few guys..Luckily i brought extra shirt, otherwise...AHEM~~~~

Yeah...Group photos of all the people:)

4/10/10:
Celebrating coursemate birthday, lum feng super duper fan: A peng...a shy shy coursemate of mine...haha..We went to sungai want and have a lunch. Plan for movie right after that but the timing is just not suitable. Loitering around times square and eventually, decided on singing K...Spend about RM 50 just for one day but it worth it for once a while :)

Birthday gal with the cake on her hand

Us-singing k..no group photo taken anyway:(

Have been working hard for moral case studies for pass two weeks...A subject of 2credit hours but took most of our time in accomplish the task. Anyway,we have divided into two groups among my coursemates. 5persons each group...Though the process is tough, but the outcome will be fruitful. Enjoy the moment having such an in depth discussion which we never done before and eating KFC and vege in our secret base back in Enineering Faculty:)

Sukumum is right around the corner and I have went for a few training for badminton and basketball...There are two different feeling for me as i play this two different sports:
Basketball:
I love it because of the team spirit and co-operation in a group. Seeing those familiar faces during training is like having my memory flash back to one year ago. Playing, training, chatting, laughing and sweating are the usual things that happen when we play basketball together.
Badminton:
A sport that i used to play when i was in Standard 1...I have went through a few years of training in badminton but dunno out of what reason, i have pull out myself from the training in the school, which i felt quite regret. However, still playing once a while when i was in secondary and now, my coursemate once again be my kaki for badminton. haha...Love it because i just love it!!!

Fruitful Holidays

2010-09-19T21:27:00.021+08:00

Holidays have been great for the past few weeks...Gathering with friends is such an awesome things...Holidays has been fully utilized by spending time with friends,BF,old friends and also vacation to certain place which i have not visited yet in my life:)
Hmm, i have a so-called habit to jot down what happen in my life in my calender...So according to what written on it:

4/9/10
Genting- A place which i usually visit when I was a kid...It's been several years for me to shout and enjoy those adventurous stuff up on the hill!!!Well, no gambling on that day cuz many of my college friends are under age:)

I look like a superstar-my idol-HEBE!!!haha

7/9/10
Sing K with form 6 friends!!!

Sing K session...I HAVE A WONDERFUL VOICE..haha...

10/9/10
Sing K again...But with my girlfriends from secondary schools!!!i act liao siao on that day cuz I M too HIGH liao

See Anna yum cha after that...She leaving soon to Uk as illegal worker!!!haha..to further her study and continue her ambition to be a lawyer...

14/9/10
Watch RESIDENT EVIL!!!A real nice movie not to miss!!!

Taking photo on the roof top of Gardens...but the weather is very hot...tak boleh tahan..We are smart to leave off earlier b4 the security shoo us off...haha

16/9/10
Malaysian Day: Day to celebrate for future prosperity of country and friends birthday...Good things about the form 6 friends is that we are still connected...Definitely gathering or birthday celebration will be held in each sem break:)

Group photo of us!!

A funny guy in the middle with a lot of crap...In short, nice gathering and i keep on laughing because of his stupid crap!!!

18-19/09/10
Bukit Tinggi-FGA CG retreat: A moment for us to have fun and strengthen the bonding between us and GOD...

The gals:)

Photo which look like the drama:Friends or Desperate Housewives or Sex and the city...

Total 10 of us in the photo

Not to miss the part where we celebrate mooncake festival with tanglung and mooncake...Unfortunately the swimming pool is under cleaning process, otherwise we can play with water and GET WET!!!

Sharing Session until halfway, I tak boleh tahan liao...Close my eyes a while..The guys lagi teruk, tidur terus...haha

Good place to go, good way to develop friendships, good outcome that the relationship with god has been strengthen...For me the least I have start my first footstep of praying in public...Speaking out what we pray is not the usual things i do in church...But small gang ok la...ODJ is still reading everyday...Keep it up!!!

Tomorrow, i have to start my intensive study program...Of course it will be good if all the oncoming activities in college can gao dim soon...So far what bother me is the pesta kuih bulan...Hmm, the fear of the computer will break down and lao gai is really bothering me..cuz my computer is saving a lot of things for this event.As long as the activities done and the final over, i will let my laptop undergo a surgery...Hope it will be fine

Alright, that's all them...

Noob

2010-08-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

I have done sth which i think it the most stupid things in my life...
But anyhow it has over already...I too care about the face and my image...it is not any big deal actually...just that...i still feel very stupid of joining it...
Crapping around...

New Sem

2010-07-29T23:40:00.010+08:00

Well, uni has been started for almost 3weeks. Everything started to get back to its own track with more complicated route...Brief elaboration on my life in month of July

Gathering with primary friends:

There is a "bitter" story behind in being able to attend to the gathering. The gathering was held on 12th of july which was on the day of registration to enter into college. My mom fetched me to college and right after settle down every registration and cleaning process of my room, i rush to lrt station and wait for my friend to go to Pavillion together. Glad to be able to attend it as few of us loitering around KL area and buat kacau kacau in some exhibition and road show held in conjunction with FIFA world cup.

Dentist appointment
As a student of University Of Malaya, we should fully utilized our student identity in getting the service of government with affordable price. I have been craving for another session of orthodontic(ikat gigi) since after the removal of braces after form4. I went to make an appointment, however, everything ended up so shitty...I not manage to attend the appointment and hence the appointment has been cancelled. Perhaps i should try on next sem as private dentist is extremely expensive which i could not afford to pay for it.

Orientation with juniors
To be honest, i am not enthusiastic in organizing the event for juniors. Anyhow, the station game held was such a great time as I love outdoor activities.
Group photo of juniors:)They are great but no much time for closer interaction

Anna's birthday
Anna birthday party at her house. What i know is that the present she received on that day are all branded...Status memang different with me liao nowadays..haha..cuz if not branded she wont receive it..But good to see her being able to celebrate with friends and family.

Materials' Dinner
Annual dinner with senior and junior from first year to final year. One of the event i anticipated as We can finally have some nice food out there. Dewan makan food used to be suck and it's good to eat buffet steamboat once a while. Great place for interaction as well but my "high" mode wasn't on that day. I just felt so tired

CC gathering
Meeting with junior by having small session of ice breaking...Dancing...

Today:
unfruitful day with a very special surprise!!!Our english class suppose to be in engine fac, however, due to certain reason, out lecturer decided to shift our class to linguistic fac where we need to travel by foot from engine fac to linguistic fac. It come to my surprise that an interaction will be held between our class with some folks from korea who are exchange students. Chit chat with some of them and yeah, it ended up to be nothing to talk with them in the end...haha...Eat dinner in mamak near my college and do moral assignment right after dinner.

Next on~~~
KM assignment
ODE tutorial
Hubungan ethnic assignment
English presentation
Polymer assignment
Moral assignment
Decision of taking up the job or not
A "wonderful" uni life

2010-07-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

Marriage

2010-05-02T19:56:00.004+08:00

I am suppose to study my econ for tomorrow exam. However, i have come across this note in my facebook and would like to share it here

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and
soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story...

MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and
said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,
why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what
had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just
pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent
ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for
her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I
had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of
me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a
kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several
weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something
at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell
asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not
care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken
marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of
our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we
both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy
in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to
the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in
my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about
the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the
office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my
chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I
hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she
was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I
wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy
returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was
growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry
her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me
stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few
dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her
heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an
essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer
and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I
might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,
walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her
hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;
it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held
her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I
held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked
intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not
want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have
a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I
won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I
didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on
our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed
the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my
wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and
wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I
run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the
bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot
give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend
and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a
real happy marriage!

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they
were to success when they gave up.
From the album:
sad story.. by Kay Regala

What have come across your mind after reading this???

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrongdoing.
It does not delight in evil,
But rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.
There is nothing love cannot face;
There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things that last forever:
Faith, hope, and love;
But the greatest of them all is love.
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

In a way of learning >>>

Sorry :(

2010-04-03T11:13:00.009+08:00

Have been wanted to post this but having no time as I have been so hardworking in this few days..haha...hope I can be persisted throughout this suffering yet important april...

Cool!!!( i mean my shooting technique)haha

The place that i went with zhen ann after viewing my friend post...The name of the restaurant/ beer house is called Brussels...It is a new branch in ampang, will be visiting with him once again in this thursday perhaps...

Good boy turn bad~~~

The drink that we had on that day...We order one pine of it as i afraid we cant finish both if we were to order 2...cuz we are not so expert in drinking things like this...

Well, fist time saying this in my blog...Hmm, we have went through "a little bit " of ups and downs,almost in the edge of not able to become friends in January which make me feel so bad until now...Sorry for shattering your heart once or many times and hope it to be the last time(dun to things like this back to me in return..haha)...Positive things that happen after this incident is that my faith in u has grown deeper...I have been so not wanted to commit myself in this relationship fully before this because of being afraid of getting hurt and i m uncertain of this relationship...However, all these have changed after u pull me back on that day...You have always been so nice to me but i seldom to the same things back to u...My guard towards u have not let down fully...Give me some times...Thanks for always tolerating with unreasonable me...U know that i wont say things like these in front of u... Hope u can perceive what i wan to express here...And the 3/4 have grown to 3.5/4...Really feel sorry for doing every bad things to u in the past...sorry...

Another memorable day:)

2010-03-28T13:46:00.008+08:00

last thursday, which is 25 March 2010...I have done sth quite special in my uni life...Which is doing a video clip for our english assignment...It is act not necessary to do extra work by spending extra hour on taking the shoot of some scene, however for the sake of excitement or amazement to others, our group has decided to come out with an idea of taking some video clip. Well, it all started off under a hot hectic SUN and i guess most of us had suffer from sun burn...After taking the video clip, we continue with our another assignment...Hmm, material production..Well, the progress of that assignment is only 10%...That day is busy yet enjoyable day for me because after the library has closed at 5.30pm, i gotta rush back to college for the CCC night in my college..The theme is 牛仔疯...So i manage to borrow a vest from my coursemate to be 'compatible' with the theme of that night..But i think the vest is a bit kua zhang and i take it off halfway of the party...Enjoy that day as i have fully utilize this day with load of stuff...Well, i have actually done editing the video by putting some sound effect, i have found my interest in doing job like this after being a sukarelawan in technical group in one of my project in my college (Anjakan Paradigma)...

The guy who is so tired until fall asleep in library...

Us..being so "busy" with our own stuff

Next...some photo from CCC night

A guy who kena kau kau by his friend...

PTH V..Here it comes

2010-03-17T02:09:00.002+08:00

Yes, after long time of preparation, there it comes to the event...Pesta Tiong Hua...To be honest, the things i gain the most from this event is the team work with each other...Especially my DRUMMATES:)Everything will come to an end no more than 24 hours soon...Spending less time with each others...Less topic to chill with each others...
Everyone has sacrifice a lot for the preparation of this event...For me, my midterm test is the worst things that i have sacrificed, still so sucks in every subject...But things that retrieve or compensate the decline in academic performance is friendship...Almost 4months of practicing session, which used to be on tuesday and thursday 8pm-12am...Hmm, hopefully everything wil go on smoothly and we can perform the best for everyone...
Anyway, i sure die in tomorrow test!!!oh no...

Short updates

2010-03-11T15:25:00.004+08:00

Hey ppl, i have been so busy in recent weeks for preparation of PTH 5...It will be held in my college on 17th of March...I have involved in two performance, which is er hu and 24 season drums...Er hu part i m still suck!!!Being so busy is because of the training session for 24 season drums...It used to take my time from 8pm to 1am for practice purpose with the Sir...Yeah, it is torturing in a way but it is enjoyable...What i need to bear is that it took almost 3/4 of my study time...I m now lagging behind in my academic especially during these peak mid-term test period...My CGPA might falling drastically in this sem...Wishing it wont less than 3.5 with my last catch up in April...Well, march is a good month for me as there are two event being held...MAK and PTH...
Mak is a dinner for all my college residents to gather and also some prize award session...This yrs the place for the dinner is at Golden Horse Palace!!!First time visit this type of place...Hmm, not much feeling...Just wan to have a nice dinner as i have paid it for RM 100 and also bearing enuf with the food in DEWAN Makan...Some pictures that i have captured on that day...

The pic i like the most...cuz first time being so si wen ...lol

Those who sit in the same table with me...I sit with the other two seniors who are very funny and cute...Just got to know them on that day actually...

Another funny girl i know in my college...For your info, she born in the same day same month and same year with me...Therefore, we tend to call each others liu yue shi jiu...

ok, i think that all for today...Hmm, later at night we will be having drum practice as usual...Hope i can do well tomorrow as it only 6days left for PTH...Gambateh ppl...

Leader or Follower

2010-03-11T14:58:00.005+08:00

Just knew that SPM results is out today...Well, it actually has nothing to do with me as I have LEFT my SPM life for few decades^^I got to know the news about spm results from one of my friend from COCHRANE...She is 3yrs younger than me and now she has graduated from SPM..It had reminded me that how long i have been leaving my lovely form 6 high school and the juniors soon graduated year by year...What i want to say is that, even I m now in the age of 21yrs old, my mindset actually is still in the age of 18yrs old...Acting in a way I like without any "matureness" ...had grown intellectually sluggish and obsolete...I m more interested in concept of conservation rather than innovation...This isn't what an ENGINEER should be...
Deputy Director of EDMAT 33, what a heavy burden...Burden that will overwhelm me if i am not able to endure...Leader, leader leader!!!The word that i have heard most frequent in Uni especially College!!! I prefer to become a follower because i m not good in managing stress... A task cant be complete too without a follower...Why keep on emphasizing it...Responsibility, co-operation and commitment is the key element in making things success...Stress will turn out forcing me to produce bad quality product...But this time isn't the same...Stress should drive me harder in defeating it...Father lord, it is by opportunity for me to handle this...Handle all these to your hand...in jesus name..amen

Stress Betul

2010-02-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

Mid term mid term is killing me...many chapter haven't go through...What is killing me right now is the multimedia for pth...My pengarah wants canggih canggih stuff inside but canggih canggih stuff f= makan masa= less time= stress...Hope the video will turn out to be good at the end of the day...I have went through two video which guide us the step in making those cun cun effect...I have tried and it failed half way...I m totally pissed off now!!!my time has wasted for doing nothing ....Shit...And i feel so hot now!!!!What wrong with the weather...Haih...stop grumbling...just to vent my anger in my little space-BLOG^^

Static is killing me...I cant take it anymore...Wo fang qi ni le shi static!!!

Hectic Saturday

2010-02-07T00:30:00.005+08:00

Today, 6th of february 2010 is photo taking session for PTH 5...My group, multimedia group is in charge of the photo taking session and we were asked to gather 30 minutes earlier than others, which is at 6am...I met with yiwen, suang hwa, lee fui and others who will be going for sukmum competition in UKM early in the morning...Photo taking session start at 7++ sth...We were actually waiting for the sunshine as 7.00am is too early and dark...I was surprise to see the pengarah multimedia pth 4 and techincal, josephine and ang were there to help us...Cuz they need to wake up as earlier as us just for the sake of helping out for the shooting...It all goes well and this is the result of the work in the morning...

Formal

Informal(Tak syok punya syok sendiri)

That is the whole of the committee members of PTH 5...Some of them are not able to come for the shooting due to certain acceptable reasons...

Group photo of my group-MUTIMEDIA

After everything is done, we heading our ways towards dewan makan to eat the most delicious breakfast of the week- BURGER... I manage to eat 2 burgers because i m so hungry...After the dinner, we continue photo shooting for MT and PP...I can feel the pressure right now as i m in charge of making the introduction of MT and PP...With existing pictures, i have no excuse to procrastinate the making of the video...I will try my best and assist help from expert...Who is willing to give me a hand???

At 9am, I follow swee sin( marketing head), chun hong, chuan wei and stephen for the sake of finding advertiser for our booklet...My "function" is to guide the way to Taman Bukit Anggerik and Tayton View...What Swee Sin did is basically following up for the advertisement and we are lucky that we manage to get the advertisement in each destination...It is 3pm by the time we reach UM...

Take a nap once i get back to college and sleep like dead person until 6pm...Pergi makan makan ayam in dewan makan...Manage to see the rehearsal for MAK(majlis anugerah Kurshiah) for tonight...3 gals from different races sing a very nice song who really draw my attention that i would rather to sit down on the chair to enjoy the song during rehearsal...This is the reason which drive me to attend for the majlis tonight...Otherwise, maybe i will go to 7th college for their MKTH...

Theme for the majlis is green...Everyone is wearing green mix with white...The performance is good and awesome especially the last part, where a guy is singing a rock song which make me feel so swt swt swt...I dunno how to describe it cuz it so funny for me as an audience...Grand event in college according to our penyelia and it memang ada standard...

We are trying to proceed our way to 7th college after this event...However, the event at 7th college end up finish at the same time with us...So no choice but to head back to our own college and MAKAN...Yes, variety of food is prepared but we only manage to eat small portion of each foods as there are still many ppl waiting in the q-line...have a good time of fellowship with my own friends and some seniors...Fellowship in terms of chit chatting and taking syok sendiri photo...

Ok, that all for today...So is my day is fully utilized or time is squander on contribute nothing in my study??? The border line seems to be uncleared... My question is should i be satisfied of what happen on today(saturday) of being busy by packing with some activities or unsatisfied as i didn't study at all!!! Opinion pls...

24 season drum

2010-02-04T01:00:00.004+08:00

I want to post more of my recent life but the condition for the wifi connection is deteriorating over the days...Hardly could online...Hmm, yesterday was drum practise and as usual we practice until 12pm...However, yesterday was a bit special as i manage to capture the whole bunch of drum mate photo...and one of our drum mate birthday as well...This is the first time having all of us in the picture kut...And here it goes...

The picture of all members of 24th season drum...It actually 21 persons involve in this drum session for PTH performance in 3rd college on 16th of march...To melanie, chiu yen, anna and others of my sisters...This is what i usually mention in front of u guys...Nah, saya tak tipu punya ar...i memang busy and cant meet up u guys that often...

Let's spot the difference...There is another one appear in this pic...he is actually our tutor, hmm not, instructor, also not, jiao lian english call what ??trainer??? He will be guiding us until end of PTH 5...

This is the picture of the birthday gal...Lee thing and bibiana...

I shall post about reunion dinner with my coursemate now but have no pictures with me right now...I will try to grab from my coursemate...hehe...
For ur information, there is a water disruption in our uni...I m still thinking if i need to take my shower now???cuz later at night still got class need to attend..It so ma fan de lo...After bathing still need to carry pail of water...Water water fast fast come...we need U!!!

Cool People In My Life:)

2010-01-31T00:05:00.029+08:00

Primary
Technology is not advance yet during my primary...So there is no any picture shown... Miss those singapore trip we went together after year 6 graduation...Friends who sit nearby me..chia hong, cyndi, dao zou the twins, lok wee and many more...It is hard to gather all of us together as it has been a long long long time ago punya friendship ... Not keep in touch that often or langsung not keeping in touch after graduated from primary school...FACEBOOK did help in knowing the progress of their life...

Secondary

Hey, people...I m going to spend my effort to the max to edit this post...Picture on the left hand side is taken when i was in PMR...I can rmb well as this was the first buffet lunch with my secondary classmates after PMR examination as we are given award for getting straight As' in our PMR examination. It is a lunch voucher in tandori restaurant(if i m not mistaken). Picture next to it is SPM graduation picture. Should be grateful as i have graduated and manage to wear the robe twice which is form 5 and form 6...The last robe will be on coming three years kut...

Next, activity we used to chill after SPM until last year. Swimming session in Pandan Lake Club. RM 8.00 per entry and we can swim for the whole day. We used to swim in the evening and night so that we dun look like charcoal after this. That was the swimming attire i used to wear. I did wear swimming suit but i think it too sexy for me, so i used to put on an extra shirt to cover myself...LOL...i m adult now, next time should try to wear whole set of swimming suit and not feeling shy:) And not to forget my lovely red colour ball which play a very important role. It is my pelampung actually cuz i cant swim.!!!

First time clubbing in my life...It is in Quattro. Going there with melanie ex, his friends and also my brother...Hmm, overall, that day turn out to be bad because i dun think i can adapt myself in that environment...i felt uneasy throughout the night mostly because of the ppl in that club. Cuz they tend to come near u and touch here and there...So i should say NO to clubbing next time. As usual, stay overnight at melanie's house after this:) And yeah, one of the reason i dun like it because i can't dance. If u can't dance, better dun go and stay at home...LOL

Christmas!!!Our gang used to celebrate at yiwen house...Consecutive for 3years but it end up come to a stop in this year because i m not able to attend. According to them, due to 'insufficient' ppl going to her house, they end up eating KFC instead of Steamboat...haha..i feel so surprise when i heard it...

Hmm, the photo is taken at my house...Erm, yeah, yiwen belated birthday celebration and also melanie welcoming 'party' ...End up melanie become the main character which distract our attention for yiwen birthday celebration...LOL...No matter what is that, the most important thing is being together right...I love the pic next to it as this is 'the most ppl attended party' at melanie house...Hmm, all so pretty and sexy...I need to change my image and dressing style in this direction next time...LOL

Now, FORM 6

The most enjoyable or most laughter lifetime perhaps happened in Form 6. As i always laugh non-stop almost everyday because of some jokers in the class...Futt hao and tony!!! You guys make my day:) The connection now with them getting estrange now. I have missed the class trip to pulau pangkor and some gathering...opps...And the girls in my class...U6SC1...yes, physics class rocks!!! Percentage of gals in the class is 5/21 x100%...The photo on the right most is capture together with friends from others class and some junior on teacher's day...Life in form 6 is fun because the guys used to do some crazy stuff in school... This is sth i nvr experience b4 as i was from gal school and convert to co-ed school for form 6 studies...The crazy stuff they used to do contain some censored stuff and not to forget "play catch catch game"...Whole gang of our classmates running in the class and play catch catch...I played with them also once a while and it is fun!!! N also guitar session in our class!!!

Brother and sister In Christ
Hmm, on ur right is photo taken for my first visitation to deniece's church...Hmm, i forget their name, if not mistaken, one is mei mei and another one is andrea. (ish, cant rmb cuz it been a long time) They are cool, talkative and funny in a way!!!Just that i m too shy and hardly open up myself to them...
On the left is Dare to Move camp organize by FGA church, which is the church that i m currently attending in UNI... Still in my way to adapt myself...I just wonder why is it so hard for me to open up myself...Pray for many times but still going nowhere...Faith faith faith...

TSF...hmm, abbreviaiton for tertiary student fellowship...All of us are from UM except the guy who is acting cute...Try and guess who is the guy..haha..he is from Monash...This is taken during new year eve countdown...basically, what we have did on that day is to worship and pray for the nation...believing that greater things will be done by you lord in this year..2010!!!

Sister night in All Saint Church...The first church i have attended when i accepted Christ in lower 6...Amanda tay, the youth leader of the church has taught me a lot...It's been almost 6months i have left the church after i came in to UM...Still miss them but hard to make a u-turn back there...

Yo, my lovely coursemates... All getting along very well!!! My image in front of them has ruined!!! I just dunno why, i felt that i can express myself or true side of me in class...From secondary to form 6 until uni...The talkative side of me, the stupid side of me, the funny side of me...It all reveal in the class and no elsewhere... However, my face has been so dark(hao hak min hak) in these recent days...Tiredness and lack of sleep make me no semangat and dozing off in every lecture class...Shit!!!This shall not happen next time...'Shall'...Love you guys and looking forward for the reunion dinner in this coming wednesday( we will skip econ class at night for the sake of that dinner)...Class replacement will be made of course on thursday...

Edmat Camp
Speaking on this camp, there will be a lot for me to say... I love the moment during the camp... As it is a good medium to know friends from different state and country as well...I still able to keep in touch with some of them....For OC, they are cool and friendly... Without this camp, i dun think i able to know friends from others field of engineering in UM...Cuz it hard to know ppl from different field as we used to stick with our own gang...Gals from biomedic and friends from E&E, nice to work with you . Are we going to continue next year???HMM...

Place for growth...everyone is given a chance to become Emcee...So why not continue to give yourself a try...A place to experiment and perform your skill and ability that is beneficial to you future...
The guy stand next to me is so steady...instead, i m so tang kai on the day itself for any abrupt change on the speech...There is still room for improvement...

Participants are all so cool...I forget to download the pic for the whole group of us...I have remove tag from facebook due to certain reason...haha...Those from edmat know!!! Without this camp, the holidays will just be another bored holidays for me...

3rd college

Hmm, ghost house organized by bilik bacaan...Feedback from the participant is not bad...But there is one very impressive comment...It stated like this" Quite fun, tapi saya rasa yang tu hantu perlu guna colgate"... Haha...Guess yourself, if dunno ask me...LOL...Next to it, pesta kuih bulan...Yes, we celebrated moon cake festival this time in college...We not able to loitering around in campus with tanglung cuz it was drizzling ...We end up stay in our college and syok sendiri...Oh yeah, i spend my dong zhi in college as well... Tang yuan are served!!!

Nemo Family
This is one of the family in my college...For those who are not from 3rd, this is actually a tradition that each juniors will be divided to 6 different type of family respectively when we first enter 3rd college...This is a society call CCC which is so called chinese society club...In each family, 2nd year senior will be our father or mother and 3rd yrs senior will be our a gong a ma...So advantage of being a first year is to be taken care by them...haha...I can see the effort of the elder in making us closer to each other...Cuz it is normal for us to segregate ourselves between senior and junior...Therefore, first outing has been organized by our family in order to foster a closer relationship within us...We went for curry wan tan mee at 3.30 am ...It sounds crazy but it is ok to do things like this for once a while...Otherwise, my panda eyes will become more prominent...Relationship still in a way of growing...Let's see how it works:)

SUKMUM(Most enjoyable Time)
I am part of the supporter for bola tampar final ...Our college manage to compete in final ...our college end up manage to grab 2nd in the match...one word to describe the game...Excited...We shouted together to cheer for our team...It is a great experience to watch a real bola tampar match...First time in my life and my friends are playing:P TGL, you have played a good match!!! She looks so different when she is playing the match compare to the one i see in college...态度, attitude speaks all...Well, she loves sports. She is all rounded sport gal as she has involved herself in ping pong, volley ball, badminton and basketball...I m half "all rounded" cuz i involve in two games only...But all of it are only half filled water or even less...swt... Sports is great as it is a medium to cooperate and know each other well...N the feeling of our body to be drench with sweat is so great...most importantly, it is good to our health, helping blood cirulation:P

Lastly, picture i like THE MOST...Basketball team...I m not good in playing basketball...I just love the team spirit and cooperation within the group...It is also a way to get closer to each others...The guy stand in the middle is our manager, he is a very good guy as he always guide us and spend his time just to train us...and not to forget his effort in fetching us...There are a lot of good player in this basketball team...Just lack of luck to proceed to next stage...Glad that i able to join the team...A reserve also part of the team..LOL... I m actually very impress by the gal who stand next to me...She is 3point shooter and she can shoot very accurately... Dun look at her small body size(like me) , she able to shoot the ball in 3 point region with ease...For me, we dun talk about 3 point region, 2 point punya bola saya pun tak masuk...Hmm, why har...Too slim???no no... need to do more pumping!!!

Friend is what for u...Treasure every moment with them...Otherwise, they will end up to become a passer-by in your life...

Nitez everyone...<3

Reminiscence

2010-01-26T10:49:00.002+08:00

Class at 1pm later...Surprisingly,i woke up at 9.00am as i slept quite late at night yesterday...I have sleepless night this few days...I wish that these sleepless night disease will not infected me anymore..LOL...This morning i manage to finish my Thermo Report..Yes!!Finally:) What a relieve!!! Now i m managing my video file...Cuz I have nothing to do right now and listening to one of the song which recall back lots of my memory, which is in secondary school time...

Thinking back things and ppl around me these few years, i thank god for bringing lots of nice ppl and friend for me... However, i never really appreciate it and would like to treasure more time with them...Academic sometimes or most of the time just hold me back as i would rather to spend time on it than with friends...Relationship with bf also 不清不楚...Rather back to origin where we never started anything before...It would be better than now perhaps...

Yesterday i manage to chat with one of my friend that i knew from edmat camp, one of the participant from indonesia...Though we are not very close, but the words given by her yesterday was so encouraging.I m overwhelm by her kindness..I started to ask myself...Why i m so fortunate to know these ppl... Looking back ppl around me, from bunch of friends from pudu gal school, cochrane, friends siblings, coursemates and also friends from college...I never really truly appreciate their presence in my life...Perhaps i used to be 我行我素 from secondary school til now...Treat friends more sincere next time, communicate with each others more often even by msg...A small reminder for me and for u:)

It is all over...:(

2010-01-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm, everything will come to an end now...After today and tomorrow...I need to give myself two days to get over all those excitement i had before..Sukmum...Feeling of sports that i never desire before...It just feel so great of getting along with these ppl especially basketball team. Though bonding within us not so strong, but i just wish we could training as usual after all...But it seems to be a hard work as everyone is getting busier and there is no a goal for us to strive. Therefore, the commitment giving by us will be lesser...I think i will miss those day badly...

Hmm, back to normal mean i have to study hard for this coming sem already...Result i achieve in sem 1 isn't bad (3.84)...Unfortunately, this sem result (sem 2) will fall due to the laziness and over indulging of myself to others unnecessary stuff... I dun wan to become nerdy by the way, i just hope that there is a chance for me to learn and develop some soft skill as well as maintaining the result..Cuz i want to be exempted from paying the ptptn(It will be exempted if we got first honour degree upon our graduation day)...It is hard, but i need one goal for me to strive...

I just feel so bad right now of losing the game...Losing the game meaning no chance to get involve myself in it...And most importantly, i felt that i have indirectly contribute to the loss of the game and i dun wan to state what is that...Just feel so regret of doing that...

Hope two days will bring me back to normal undergraduate student life in UM...No lepaking...Only Bilik Bacaan...and also church in weekend...I have skipped church twice for the sake of practising drum and basketball...Feel so bad and sorry...This is human, always regret at last minute...This is my promise to me, two days...After tomorrow night, work hard on my studies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VICTORY WILL COME ONE DAY!!!

2010-01-23T01:09:00.001+08:00

What u think of after watching the video posted on it...Well, we are not the victory of the game...We are excited because we have broke our score from 0 to 2marks by getting one shoot in...Our team had been struggling so hard to get the ball in to the loop... Anyway, we have lose the match..But the team spirit is never gonna fade...I just fall in love with this game, not because of the reason for winning the game, but the team spirit just make me feel so touch..We have been underwent a short period of training...And for me i personally think that i have fall in love to everyone of my team mate, of being able to play basketball together...

Love u guys but so shy to spit it out in front of all of u...3rd college ROCKS...The video shown was the most excited moment throughout the match...I even jump up from my place to cheer for them...Everyone is so happy and i love it very much...Seeing everybody working so hard for one goal, support each others whenever we fail, that is the FUN of sports!!!

Doesn't it sound great..UM is not only a place for us to study, and also a place for us to have fun as well through sports...Basketball match is going to end soon(This coming monday), the time that we will spend together is going to become lesser and lesser...So i really want to treasure every moment from now until monday...It is one of the notable and unforgettable moment in UNI...

By the way, later 3am have to jaga pintu for the sake of protecting or more correctly preventing others ppl from intruding to our college...Hope everything will be fine:)

Basketball...Here I COME!!!

2010-01-22T17:15:00.005+08:00

Time: 5.19pm
Activity: Waiting for the time to pass and gather at 5.30pm
Match will be at 7pm
So let's have a look on my preparation:

After well prepared-
Deng
Deng
Deng
Deng

HAHA, look stupid...Just for the sake of passing the time...
GOGOGO, 3rd college!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Badminton match

2010-01-20T22:38:00.004+08:00

The girl with the black shirt is shaw bing, she is a double player, white shirt is jia li, first single player and the orange girl with messy hair is me...zero player=reserve player on that day...Yeah, this was the picture captured on yesterday 19th of january...Our college end up lose the match...Nvm, one more chance to go before we are being eliminated...However, i just got to know that the college that we are going to compete is 12th college..They were the champion in last year...So they will be a big obstacles and hence impede us from moving on...Maybe tomorrow will be our last match...Anyhow, will nvr give up the spirit as my what my friend always said..运动家精神...
Summary for last match, as a reserve, what i need to do is to give my support to my team mate...I love yesterday atmosphere as i manage to play with my friend from 4th college...She is my coursemate whose name is Sher Chia...I double with her and we were playing with shaw bing and another beautiful gal from 4th name Peggie...Good to know another friend from the match even just a hi and bye:)
YES!!!What come next..LEt me introduce to all of u, the first basketball jersey in my life...NUMBER 7...cool huh...It looks even cool when i wore this...HAHA..First basketball match will be on this coming friday which is 22th january 2009...As usual, reserve again...Haha...But it fun though for being able to join... There is a reason why i choose 7..Because 7 for me is like a symbolic of J...Which is the most important person in my life...Feel free to guess..hehe...

SUKMUM (abbreviation for sukan in UM) is going to come to an end soon...I m sure i will be going to miss those training period badly...But time goes on...I m going to move on too...Just trying to have much memorable time in college..

Yes, SUKMUM rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Btw, shall i skip church this saturday..Oh no...Again...Argh!!!!!!1

Go Go Go

2010-01-18T19:02:00.002+08:00

Badminton match later...i m so anticipate for it as this is my first match in uni...in addition to that, it is one of my favorite sport other than basketball!!!will try my best later if i were given a chance as to play as player later...i LOVE SPORTS....

2010-01-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

Writing this blog aimlessly... I m actually waiting for the time to pass for drum practice. It is at 8.30pm and now is just 8.00am. What to update ya??My life??Oh, shit...Blank in my mind...

NEW YEAR=Time For Self-Reflection & Improvement

2010-01-01T13:21:00.004+08:00

SELF-REFLECTION:
Thanks God for bringing me a lot of new friends especially those i get to know more/better from EDMAT 32 Camp, FGA Tertiary Student Fellowship, FGA CYC and Pesta Tiong Hua 5. As remark, i really glad to know those from EDMAT 32... May friendship would continue in following EDMAT33...

I have learn a lot from the time i entered university. It's god's arrangement for bringing me here. I started to love the course i m studying now. Surrender all these to god's hand and pray Lord to continue mould me to better person.

Get to know more GOD a little bit more from previous year. As i have consistently reading bible every night. Hope it can continue n not just tahi-tahi ayam( dunno if it is right, i fail my peribahasa..lol)

-Relationship
Hmm, for relationship with god, it still in a way of growing. Sometimes i feel u, even it not so strong, but may faith in u wont fade away, instead, grow stronger

With bf,
Feel sorry to him as i cant fully committed in this relationship. You deserve a better one...

Improvement:
Be enthusiasm in handling every task given, as in assignment, camp, project and etc. I need to break away from my previous behavior of not taking things seriously. Bad behavior should no longer be with me. Hope so...:P

To be Continued

At a Lost...

2009-12-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

Just woke up...Have been sleeping from 1pm till 9pm after coming back from camp at 1pm...Quite surprise to see that the sky is so dark when i woke up...Cuz i m extremely tired after the camp...One friend of mine invite me to yam cha... But i m so lazy to go out today... One of the reason i dun like to go back home is that I have to worry over lot of things. My mom came fetch me today in 11th college. I was quite surprise to see the car was dented in front part of the body. Air cond not functioning as well. Who is going to clean the mess... Haih, let's not think about it first. Cuz i going to escape from home after 4 days for college activity.

Summary of EDMAT 32 camp:
It's a great pleasure for me to join this camp. Thinking back that from joining the organizing committee alone to getting know a lot of friends, it is absolutely no regret of joining it. Even it is tiring cuz lack of sleeping time. Everyday is so fulfill during the camp. That's why i feel a little bit empty after the camp as it seems to have nothing for me to do after the camp.

Day 1:
Ice breaking session. A real good medium for all of us including the participants to get to know each others well. Great ice breaking session:)

Day 2:
Opening ceremony- Everyone is so tension for this opening ceremony especially Miss Sook Lin. cuz she is the one who plan for the opening ceremony. On that day itself, the kelam-kabutness is cause by the presence of deputy vice chancellor, as they need to prepare more seat and for his last minute present. For my emcee part, I m not good in managing last minute part, so i pass it to my partner Yee Lun to announce for his name. Good experience though i was a little bit nervous in the beginning.

Day 3, Day 4, Day 5:
Cant really remember what is going on for this few days. I just rmb my part for handling the forum and public speaking session.
We went to visit factory as well. To be honest, it is actually a little bit boring cuz i dun understand anything about the machine. I m just so amazed for the working process of the machines only.

Day 6:
Awareness visit. Visit welfare center. The children are so so so cute. Some children are so quiet and hardly make them to talk with me. I remembered one of the kid, very quiet, didnt talk with me even for 1 word. I m quite worry for him when he grew up as this is not a good phenomenon cuz he didnt even talk to the other children in the welfare center. Then we continue to visit old folks. hmm, din really get to talk with.

Tele-match game: Fun +great...

Gala Dinner: VEry high in the end due to the music.

No regret of being part of it. The motto of the camp is to strive beyond the limit, stand-up and stand out.
The most important things that i have learned throughout the camp is SENYUM TIGA:) and SALAM MESRA.
For those who dun understand, ask me. I can teach u. Beacuse each words of SALAM MESRA has different meaning

Camp

2009-12-05T10:39:00.001+08:00

Tired...tired...tired...
Typing...typing...typing...
talk incoherently, talk incoherently, talk incoherently

Notice

2009-12-01T17:00:00.002+08:00

Attention, owner of the blog is busy for this few weeks, so she will not post that often from now. Everything will be back as usual on January..

Choices

2009-11-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

Studying material science now..But it is so hard as we need to memorize a lot of process and properties of the materials range from ceramic, polymer to composite to no end to stop...Keep on thinking changing course to Mechanical Engineering but i can't afford to pay for the lost...I prefer calculation than dead memorizing stuff..I have found my interest in thermodynamic...want to have deep understanding about it more...If my result in this sem is good, i would be able to change my course to mechanical engineering...But everything is gonna change if i do so...As in friends, environment, ptptn etc etc...

Oh yeah, i keep on telling my friends that i will change or transform from 19th of november 2009... There is no reason why it fall on this day.. Just that i have started to feel sth that i longed for all this while...I hope is a realistic instead of illusion...Pls believe in me..LORD...Show me more miracle as i m searching for u...Transform me to a better person...

I will follow ur words soon...fully committed...unfailing...I know i'm filled to be emptied again, the seed i've received i will sow...

MONEY MONEY $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2009-11-04T16:13:00.004+08:00

Study half-way in bilik bacaan...Keep on thinking about the things I want to do and buy after the finals ...Firstly, i would spend or invest or whatsoever in buying things as listed below...

Important and must buy item: Estimated Price
1) Bilingual Bible x2 or x3 RM120x2 or x3
2) Printer(secretary cant live without printer) RM100+RM100(modification2external ink)
3)Blazer(EDMAT camp organiser r required to wear Below RM 100
4) Earphone(so boring to study in bilik bacaan without music) RM 50

Not so important:
1) Keyboard protector RM 10
2) USB extension / elongation cable RM 5
3)Extension (not enough cable in room) RM 20
4) cant think of yet and i need to continue to study liao...

Here It Comes!!!

2009-11-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

After almost two months of long wait....Finally it comes...Here it goes....On today...Without any pain at all...Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Those who know me very well can guess what is that...so feel free to write down ur answer:)

Tesnsion

2009-10-30T00:25:00.003+08:00

I m really so pek chek especially today...first incident, friend of me ask me to edit auto cad for them as they dun have the software in their computer. I was actually study thermodynamic at that time n is so geram that i couldnt be able to do the question on my own...i feel so discourage...when receive her msg, i m actually frowning while doing the question...receive the msg at the wrong time making me unwillingly to help...so i decided to tell my friend frankly that i couldnt help and ask others to do for her...i feel bad too as we should be helpful and selfless...but sometime bad mood or negative feeling always overpower the moral sense of a person....sorry for that, sher chia and kai sin...

2nd incident is even worse...i personally hate to receive any msg or call when i was in a tension moment...my mind is so tension and i have receive msn msg from my coursemate also...he wrote there "HELP"..i know sth not good going to happen again...but i end up put appear offline ...cuz i dun wan to be annoyed by any one...This is what i will behave when i m so tension about one stuff...
in the mean time, i receive a few msg from others and those external small matter have pile up my anger...when another friend of me asking about auto cad stuff again, my tone was like ...wah ...i cant believe i did this...once i receive the call, my voice is like bu shuang towards him...i m so perfunctory in answering the questions ...i know i should not be so bad manners towards others but i just cant control it...of course i feel so guilty and end up going to dewan makan to see anything i can help..there is another expert helping him already so it's time for me to back off and heading towards bilik bacaan..
i feel remorse for that...end up sending msn to him and apologize ..it took me quite some time to say sorry..this is wat we call as ai mian zi, sei oi min...so end up apologize liao n feel so relieve after all...
Lord, forgive for the sin i have commited today...i m now like a tension rope which will snap one day..hold me back lord...time to rest...time to doze off...time to relieve..heal my heart and make it clean, open up my eyes for the things unseen...in jesus name i pray...amen..

have mercy on us

2009-10-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

have been studying during the week in bilik bacaan... a cozy and comfortable place to study...feel so grateful whereby i do not need to travel all the way from my college to library ...i have been doing this around august and it is so tiring..studying thermo now...but it seems to be so hard to understand...but doesnt matter...at least i put in effort in touching this subject during study week...
to those who taking exam, thy not to be fear or stress up...when u r suffering from any internal or external pressure that eventually lead u to mentally and physically exhausted...try to think back those ppl who r unfortunate...the news regarding a girl whose father splash the acid on the face of her mom and herself...her mom cant survive after 10 hours of the incident happen and her daughter is now in intensive care..i think most of us should know about this news...try to imagine if u were in the position of the gal...
you would not have chance to do the things u like any longer...she is blind now...Therefore, do not grumble or complain any more... enjoy study moment...For all of u and me...pray Lord to shine the light and lead us with you light...in jesus name we pray..AMEN...

Problems keep on cropping up for my baby laptop:(

2009-10-25T13:49:00.001+08:00

I have brought my laptop to reply in 4th college...but minor problem keep cropping up...haih, have to make sure my laptop being cure properly by the technician...so tomorrow have to go back again to 4th college for remedy...

2009-10-18T10:57:00.001+08:00

studying now...but the soul of my body is not with me...It somehow float to nowhere...degenerating over the days, years........Thinking back of what have learn yesterday in cell group..................................................................................................I found that i m degenerating......................since when i will grow up...................................................................................................................................damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sick with it...............shit...........................................................................................................
In a very very bad bad mood now!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pressure...

2009-10-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

Exam is around the corner...still not motivated to certain extent to strike....Come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Passion....where is all my passion....i m now so easily frustrated by just little obstacles ahead me...i will not be going back this two months...for the sake of exam's preparation and edmat camp...Since i have choose to enter this sort of activity, i should fully committed even how busy m i...This is what my friend told me...yeah, he is right...i choose to enter the society and being part of ajk....should not grumble when i m overwhelm with load of task given...No one forcing but me myself choose to do so....GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updates for the misery moment i have passed during hari raya break!!!

2009-09-29T19:22:00.004+08:00

Saturday, which is 20th of september 2009...i went for tie da with zhen ann with fearful mind ...I was afraid because i kept on thinking that the si fu would twist my leg with ka ka ka sound...Fortunately, si fu just massage my leg to ease the stasis blood on my leg...Then he wrapped my leg n it make me hardly make a move forward because i have not used to the baluted-kaki...

N next, my laptop has been infected by virus twice within this raya holiday...It actually freak me out cuz uni life without laptop is hard n bored...This is because every assignment, slide n information can only be obtain from internet...so i ask for help from my friend who can rely on to repair my laptop..well, it was an unforgotten night..as he traveled all the way to my house at night with his CPU...then started to dissemble to take the hard-disk out from my laptop...It was 3a.m n yet the scanning process still have 7 hours to finish...so he decided to repair at home n give it back to me when it is done...It actually mean that the time that we spent has been wasted n we actually do not need to set up the CPU...It so troublesome to set up n plug off the CPU...the second time of infection is due to the pen drive...I m so so semangat to study but it end up in such a way...haih, then ask help from him again...n he taught me to use system restore bla bla bla...Finally, it back to normal:)

Misery life aint stop here...Having fever for consecutive days...almost 6days...ZA asked me to seek for doctor but i refuse to do so as i believe it will cure someday...but never thinks that it would take me so long to recover...i went to clinik eventually on saturday cuz some unknown symptom has infected me again...n once again it freak me off....look at picture below:

it is not insect bite...according to the doctor, it is fong mok...some sort of allergy...so it recovered within one day n it is seriously so so so itchy...

i think that's all for my misery life...Hope things like this wont repeat again...n now i m worried over my leg...cuz it seems bringing side effect already..as i can still the pain...hope it can heal one day ba...but for the time being, i better get rid of myself from involving in sports event before it fully recover...becuz life without leg is more miserable...i can understand that when i hurt my leg...wish it will recover soon..that is all i want...

Heavenly father, i pray so that u put ur healing hand upon me to heal the pain LORD...I dunno who to seek but u...in jesus name i pray ..amen...

BAD WEEK/BAD HOLIDAYS

2009-09-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

suffering from sicknesses throughout these hari raya holidays...i want my health back...time is wasted from the day the holidays started until now...i dun have much energy to do revision..or perhaps it is just an excuses???the only things i have done the most is to sleep...sleep in the afternoon, in the evening, at night...this constant processes make me feel even worse...i would not like to squander my time either in this sort of stuff...but please...Lord..heal me...put ur healing hand upon me n make me free from the sickness Lord...Fever, pain of my leg..pls let go from my body...In jesus name i pray...amen...

Moment of waiting

2009-09-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

Moment of waiting---waiting for my brother to fetch me in UM...i have done packing my stuff actually...but not so sure if he will come n fetch me...i must go back tonight cuz i have "undress" my bed sheet...n i m so sleepy right now...playing guitar just now to stop myself from dozing off...how long still need to wait...

咎由自取

2009-09-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

know what...now my leg bengkak like ...erm..dunno how to say in words...picture speaks all...have a look...can see the bengkak place or not...actually my leg can recover quick one..just that i m so stubborn n think that my leg aint pain anymore..so i played badminton n basketball on monday n tuesday...i m not sure when my leg being bengkak like this ...i just found it out today during math class...i was so shocked when i see it because it looked severe...then my friend Shane started to tease me ...so i continue gila gila with him ...but it is funny in a way...hmm, later got ping pong sum more..so i decide to sit aside n look at them playing...otherwise, i really need to seek for 铁打...i dun wan to because it hurts a lot..hopefully the blood stasis will get off from my leg soon...because my leg is numb ...I pray Lord...need you here to heal my leg Lord...sorry for being so careless...will take good care of myself next time..In jesus name i pray..Amen

College Camp

2009-09-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

well, overall the camp is great as the content of this camp is totally different as the church camp i went on a week before this week...Actually i dun think of going to our college camp..i have joined the camp eventually n have fun over there...Those senior are good in steaming up the environment...Even i didnt manage to join much into the activities especially the outdoor activities as i sprain my leg, ..so throughout the activities i can only be a spectator instead of participant:(however, got to see the crazy part of those people in my college who i not so familiar with...Actually when i sitting aside looking at them playing the outdoor station games, my mind keep on thinking the process of organizing the camp...I found out that it is not easy to organize stuff...As in they need to think the type of games that are fun enough n yet able to mingle up the team member, be responsible for the safety of participant, activities rundown in order to fully utilized the time within this few days n etc...n yeah, i think i need to change my attitude as well...be more friendly by giving a smile to ppl more often:)

Lastly, thanks Lord for journey mercy...n the pain of my leg is getting better...at least can walk with normal pace even it hurts a little bit..At least i still able to walk, otherwise i cant imagine how m i going to travel to my faculty on monday..Thanks LORD..

Dare To Move Camp!!!

2009-09-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

Hardly spend time to update my blog since all of us r almost overwhelm by recent test n assignment...Using spare time here to update the detail of the camp that i have joined on friday till Monday...erm basically the camp is enjoyable...Since this is my 2nd time joining church camp...I have realized one thing from the camp...I found out that the ppl from FGA church are so different with me in term of personality..They are so sporting, friendly and sociable...Compare them to me, i think i m a bit too shy in front of them...Hope i could open up myself towards others but it seems to be impossible for the time being...I really hope i can open up myself towards others...i couldn't even get along well with brothers and sister in All Saint's church that i have been attended for almost 2yrs...Pray Lord to make me open up myself towards others...

Right hand is sore

2009-08-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

Oh god..i think i need to take good care of my health...It is either my leg feel so masam at night or my right hand feel so masam throughout the day...This is what we call as 风湿...I m still very young and pok pok chui ..dun let this happen to me.Hope the pain will ease soon...I got exam on Thursday...
Lesson after suffering from rheumatism:
Do not bath late at night!!!cuz i used to bath at 11p.m:P

I m so useless

2009-08-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

Let me begin my story with my daily routine first...This morning i have attended class as usual..Communication skill, ASB and praktik kejuruteraan am...Speaking on praktik, i really dun understand the question that have been discussed by the teacher...He dont even explain where on earth is those formula come from...After that, went to engineering library to pass my time as i have workshop at 3 later...Overall, the workshop is quite ok as i prefer practical more than theory...At least it make me understand how the milling process works...after the workshop session, i stay in library until 7.00p.m...

Pesta tanglung marketing department is having meeting at 8.00p.m...As usual, i m so quite throughout the meeting...Because not much contribution i have made throughout the one week of holidays...Therefore,not much things i can elaborate.. when the exec Carmen ask me how much i have collected for the donation, i was quite guilty to say i got nothing even 1cent..oh man...haih, i dun feel like asking ppl to donate the money for PTUM purpose as i felt that the money should use in wise way as in helping ppl who are more in need...a bit struggle whether i should fulfill my job or i just sleep on it...Useless!!!!!!!!!!Task given is not always completed...It shouldnt turn out this way...But my personality is just so unsuitable to work in this department:(

An overcast sky

2009-08-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8 to fetch my mom...Back to my bed n woke up again at 11p.m...The day is gloomy...Drizzling now..which make me slack off again...Oh god...need to study leh...Exam is around the corner...Did i give myself too much of pressure???I think i have regard this exam so importantly...Take it easy...tonight need to go for a event nearby cheras...Malas want to go when i think of my auto cad and praktik kejuruteraan am...haih, stop complaining ...

Studying...

2009-08-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

One week of break will end soon...erm, overall, i have partially utilized this one week of break..as most of the time i have spent my days with studies...However, today seems not a smooth going day...As tonight i will be going to all saints church for a gathering with ex-CF members...i m quite anticipate for tonight...but whenever i think of my undone works, it seems to put my mood off...haih, nvm...This is life...Striving eagerly to reach our goal...I m here to strive..Phang Zhen Ann!!!You better dun play too much of computer games!!!Let's strive together:P

Next week camp, hope can get to know more ppl so that i can open up myself slowly towards others...Hope can learn sth that is really useful for me...Surrender all these to the hands of Lord..Amen...

Break

2009-08-17T16:31:00.004+08:00

I have been sleepeing late at night for this few days...which is saturday and sunday...I slept late at night is not because i m studying..but to finish the report ...cant imagine I have to spend a lot of time on such a simple things...I slept at 3am for two days ...Habit like this cannot continue cuz i want to live a healthy lifestyle!!!!!

Hmm, today i m suppose to study praktik kejuruteraan am...cuz exam of this subject is on next week, which is after my break...But somehow i m distracted by surfing net to find those e-book and software...I realize that nowadays i m not indulge in facebook but in searching softwares and e-book..What la...my eyes vision will getting worse day by day if this situation continue to go on...

haih, so much excuses given...blogging here is also one of the reason to stay away from touching my books...By the way, still thinking if I m going to tony's house this friday...Too much things need to take into consideration.

Hope tomorrow my mood to study is there...I need to make up my mind to study!!!

Ashrae and convo event

2009-08-13T15:04:00.003+08:00

overall, yesterday was fun throughout the day but i m really exhausted after the whole event...The ashrae study tour, what we basically do in there is to listen to the taklimat again!!!oh, it is torturing..the taklimat by those engineer should be fun but i cant understand the air-conditioning system describe by them...so i almost doze off in the room....The speaker is great because they are young and yet so formidable...Their knowledge in the air conditioning system is so good..I m so impressed by them...As i will become like them in future..Hope so...After that, they brought us to visit the solar system in their company..The air-conditioner in their company are all run by solar power...So they do not need to use electrical to operate the air-conditioner to conserve the earth...so amaze ...The happiest moment in the company is the lunch time session...the food provided by the company to the worker is so great...i mean the accomodation is good compare to POPULAR..hah...We have chicken rice, prawn, sarsi n etc as our lunch..with rm 3, we can enjoy such a great meal...So i took bulk amount of rice and food...having good time with friends....

Next, we rush back from puchong to UM..then we change our shirt from blue to white...as our senior required us to unify the colour of shirt we wear...undoubtly, i wore the shirt from all saints' church camp...it rain heavily during the convo...erm, very lazy to list down all the info here..by the way, i got a strong feeling when i saw those seniors graduated with the jubah ...It will inspire me to certain extent to study hard ...haih, but the spirit of studying seems decreasing over the day...haih...

Today was exhausted ...but i prefer life like this instead of being idle everyday...Live life to the fullest....

What a day...:(

2009-08-11T14:09:00.002+08:00

Haih...gonna vent my anger again...Today morning i having Asas Sains Bahan tutorial class..i found out that this subject is quite easy compare to thermodynamic...so,v were ask to do some question in the whiteboard..while i copying the answers from the whiteboard, i found out that the words i saw from board is getting blurer n blurer...Maybe i have been sitting i front of laptop too frequent nowadays...haih, so i have to change my spec again..otherwise, it is quite inconvinient if i were to read the words in the board...I think for the spec i have to spend around RM 180..Hopefully can get price cheaper than this as i m really broke..My purse now left only RM7...Have to withdraw money soon on thursday...

Next item-I lost my CARD MAKAN!!!!!!!!!!!!argh...how can i lost it...Let me list down the consequences of lossing my card

have to spend more money for the lunch and dinner as i not able to take the food without the kad makan
gonna pay extra RM20 for the lost of the card

Oh man...my pocket is geting emptier.....NVM, i believe my card makan is at somewhere...erm, on the road, in the class...haih,will settle this matter later...:)..

I m now anticipated for the study trip organised by ASHRAE..Will post more about the trip soon..By the way, i m now overwhelming with loads of undone assignment especially for Auto Cad...Around 11 of drawings need to draw n submit after this coming sem break....no time to study for others subject ...swt...

Proceed with care, or you will mess up

Am i still available???

2009-08-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

Day two of reborn doesn't seem success once the comp is on...dun worry..i will back to study soon after one more hour...You were not beside me when i feel so emo while listening to the music...

"I GOT TIRed of waiting, wondering if yo were ever coming around..my faith in you was fading..when i met you on the outskirts of town....And i said Romeo save me, i have been feeling so alone, i keep waiting for you but you never come..is this in my head i don't know what to think...."---love story..taylor swift..

First relationship for me seems so weird...dunno how to say it ...getting into a relationship before he left ...unstable..unsecure...unreliable...have i made a wrong decision???

Your birthday is coming around...thinking of doing what for you...But i dun have many inducement to work on it...

I dunno if you will get a chance to read this dear...I love you...wish end of august will come soon...

study

2009-08-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

i want to study...however the momentum of keep on moving forward is not on yet...why does it happen...i rather to spend my time on doing things that dont bring any benifits than to study...my god....

SICK

2009-07-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

Defination of sick in my own perspective...The serious one is sick...not what sick...it is fever...Fever is torturing...Especially u dunno how long the heat will ease...i m so suffering right now..i can feel the heat that release from my body...still got assignment to do...Lord i pray so that i can recover from sickness as soon as possible Lord...I still need to finish my work Lord...grateful that u brought many people to approach me in UM..n i found out that my faith towards u has increase ...even it is not much,but it is better to increase than decrease...

Another defination of sick...i m sick of others who gossip behind me...ok, i got to admit it that it is human nature to gossip or to discuss some interesting topic..I do so with my friends as well but i wont gossip over the boundary..as it is not good to gossip on others people as we praise and worship the god from the same mouth..according to James in bible...well, i was quite steamed up when i read the post...i dun expect there are still people judging our relatioship after almost a month...they are outdated or me n i do it in too high profile way...haih,i guess everyone from sc 2 n sc 3 will discuss over this topic when they have any gathering...nvm, i still can manage my tantrum by not typing any harsh word on her facebook...like what he said to me before..control ur self...i m doing it...<3...

迟钝

2009-07-21T20:10:00.001+08:00

为什么你酱迟钝的？？？？？

Passion!!!!!

2009-07-14T18:10:00.000+08:00

Where is your passion????ur passion towards study ...where is it now...blogging, facebooking doing nothing..Activities like these will soon give u failure n not the success u want...where is the passion of u???not attending to church...is it what a believer do towards their Lord...Think n contemplate about this,Tan Nan Hong...The things u r doing now seems to bring u more harm than pros...take your foot back...think slowly...Lord, need help this time again..I m such a failure Lord...Lead me,Lead me to the cross...

Hand in Hand<3

2009-07-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

My church is having sister night at 7.00p.m on 11th of july...At first i am not anticipated in joining it cuz no one is accompanying me..As the theme of the night is formal,so there should be a guy to accompany to event like this...It came to my disappointment when he said he wont be able to join me for the event as his uni will be having taklimat...At first i feel quite geram as he had promised me earlier that he will be joining us..but somehow i got a feeling that he will come no matter what...maybe i m too confident in him....or this is so called instict of a girl towards her guy...well,on that day after coming back from low yat to settle some stuff,i prepared myseld to get dress up as the party will start soon...I got a call from him...can guess what will be going on at that moment..

He told me that he is in front on my doorstep....i was like ok...I calm down myself not to be too excited ...So, what going on next??i wont describe much here...It is a memory between us...Anyway, yesterday was a great day...I dunno if it is a good thing to start a long distant relationship with him..As I felt unsecured sometimes...i will still give it a try and see how long it can go...of course i hope this can be everlasting...however i think every relationship has it ups and downs, hopefully we can undergo it hand in hand...i love you from bottom of my heart..even i didnt show it to you directly...<3 <3

Usm-Bragged me

2009-06-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

erm..i have failed my intake in usm..not qualified??i dun think so...i think it is just dark deal for dumplings group???haha..nvm..another hope in upu..if fail again, then my future is gone..hopefully the course that is offered to me is the one that i want...what i can do now is to pray..toLord..our god..surrender all the things upon him..

Lord is good..another testi..

2009-05-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

I got a lot of things to tell u guys how great is our god..i dunno how this can be happened or just coincidence..Anyway, praise the Lord for everything..The testi goes like this..on 29th of may, i just got to know the result for USM is released n v gonna check online..When i get to know this from my friend, zhenann..i was like ..what ,so fast meh.. i was shedder to think what if they provide me material engineering..i dun wan this..after praying before i check, i log on to the website..i shouted ..woh,i got chem engineering..this is what i want ..so excited..by the time my cousin was back from work n my sis's bg was there..just feel so happy..Heavenly father, thanks for everything all the way Lord..forgive all my sin n me myself for being so unfaithful..i pray so that everything will go smoothly in terms of family,financial n health as well..i also pray so that the youth service will go smoothly..i need inspire for u Lord for the role that i m playing..i will put in my effort even i m not the main character..in jesus name i pray.amen

2009-04-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

What on earth is going on???why is that so many problems rushing over my head...the paip in my house is leaking again...oh my god!!!it's not as simple as what u imagine...try to imagine the brick of ur walls r going to break down in order to repair the leaking paip..the sound of the drizzling wall is so annoying...o lord..pls solve this problem away...this wasnt the first time Lord..U have made the problem solve for the previous one...so Lord ..i pray so that the problems can be solve fast without any residual effect..Lord..i surrender this upon ur hand Lord..n also lord...i nee ur help to mak myself be open to ppl around Lord...in jesus name i pray..amen...

Praise the Lord

2009-03-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

Praise the lord...Thanks for blessing me all the way...This is the testi....on 10th of march...thiis is the day I'm waiting for...My future is all ddeppendd on the result on this day....I reach school around 1.30p.m..Then by the time i reach school,most of my classmates r gathered in one place n started to blow water around....I just feel very awkward being back to school as everyone or so called juniors will look at u..erm..then while waiting v just loitering around the school n chat a bit...as the teacher reach n seetle down everything at the foyer in canteen,i m still calm..or trying to be calm...when some of them got the result,i stillrefuse to take the slip from teacher..out of sudden,a teacher who is quite friendly whose i have forgotten her name came up n congrats me...i was like..huh!!why r u congrat me??cuz in my class list..only zhen ann n kar sing name r highlited..so can agak-agak know that they excel in the stpm examination..kinda upset my name is not highlighted..hehe...zhen ann declare that he got 3.2 sth n got a C in chemistry...i was like..."huh"..even the top student can only obtain C in chem ..then what about me..whose results is just moderate in class...as i knew i didn't do well in Chmeistry...as i write down a lot of incorrecet statement...but nvm,..it's over..just wait for the result n accept what it is..

Firstlly,zhen ann took her slip first..as he has checked online,so not much of expression can b seen in his face...then next suet ling...kinda nervous also when he trying to tear off the edge of the slip..then as what have been predicted by everyone..she got 4.0..congrats...her hardwork had all paid off...for me...i took the slip n wouldn't dare to open..somehow..it's open n i see the results one by one..oh no!!i got C for my chem, n C for my physics..oh my god..i m quite pissed off n close the slip..i said to zhen ann:"how can it be..i tot i perform quite good in physics !!How can i get C!!"..then kah wai who stand beside zhen ann said:"你做么耶，里个哦孩XXX个slip来歌la"...

i was like okok..n give back to the owner...then i told teacher n now she gave me the real one..Heree it comes....first chem:B+...feel satisfy as i din expect this high...them phy A-..math A nPA A...the exam result is jyst un estimated by me...especially math...However,i m satisfy with it..cant demand more...i believe that lord id the one who do this all to me...who arrange a bbright way for me in the future...

Heavenly father..i would like to thanks u for everything...even i m not fully surrender to u..u have pull me back again n again...still u hear me when i m calling..n catch me when i m falling...so sorry for being backsliding ...dun give up on me Lord..i will try my best...in being faithful..Lord..love u..in jesus name i pray..Amen

2009-03-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

i need to release my anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the story goes like this...yesterday i need to start the engine of my car............unluckily,i couldn't get the key of the car.....i thought my bro is holding it as he had use it on sunday night...then sms him n ask if he is holding the key..he said no..then i ask him to find when he get back home...He came back home midnight n i couldn't get a chance to ask him where is the key..i try to find the keyall over the place at my house but all my attempt were in vain...i m clueless of where is the key..the next day(tuesday) i started to worry about the key...i'm a person who will make a fuss over a trifle...as result,i have no mood to do my work in the office...what i worry is that i have to spend a few hundred on changing the whole alarm system of the car...money is really important in this world nowadays...when i get back home just now..i ask my bro to find the key but the way he react is making me piss off...how can he being so indifferent..he was the last person to use it man...guess ehre i found the key....

i found it in his car....

SHIT....

haih..................

dunno what he think about sometimes...

NVM..at least i got the key finally....thanks LORD....

Christianity

2009-02-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

what do people think about christianity...does it mean they have to read bible everyday???go to church every sunday...involve actively in all the activities being held in church...can v have our god inside our heart without attending the sermon in churh every sunday??? i m doubting myself of being a christian...My friend once ask me:"nan,actually r u a christian???why u r not going to church every sunday???"...i m hesitating in giving the answer...My answer for my frined is:"i m not sure"....how can a person like me being so uncertain of her own preferences in religion....Heavenly father,shine ur light upon me and give me a clear direction in continue my life as a christian...my heart is open for u Lord...may glory of Lord be with us allthe time...in jesus most precious name i pray.....AMEN...

bye-bye melanie

2009-02-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello..melanie...

bye-bye...

see u in australia...after 10 years...

when i have a rich husband....i will find u in aussie

Aussie

2009-02-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

My friend has gone....she continues her study- degree in australia...feel quite sad actually but i didn't cry ...i hold back my tears...i don't like the feeling of crying in front of my friends...fei min burst into tears n her face is all red...she looks like kena punch by someone...haha...i should have capture some pictures of her...but she looked cool at the moment she left the gate to board the plane...wish her all the best n fei min,take good care of yourself...